November 2009
2 posts
You Are Freaking Me Out
So.
I haven’t looked at this thing since I last posted something, which was about three months ago. Holy shit. Lots has changed. I’m still in NY, and for the most part I am happy. I hate school and work, but my friends and family are good and that means more to me than school and my shitty job. I miss home and I’ve only been home for aprox. 24 hours since I came back here....
August 2009
14 posts
Untitled
I’m back in NYC for the first time in about three months.
I’m happy?
Irony is for Suckers
I love: Lifetime, Philadelphia, my best friend, laying in my own bed, the discovery health channel, thunderstorms, the Jersey shore, reconnecting with people from my past, and letting go of people who are not meant to be in my future.
My last full weekend in PA was great, but now it’s time for me to prepare for another sure-to-be life changing year in the Big Apple
LIFETIME
Tonight! Should be cool.
So happy I am finally done work for the summer.
Stations
Last full week at home, back to city life so soon. I am beyond excited.
This is Hardcore 09
christopherluke:
britsolis:
christopherluke:
britsolis:
Jeez what a long/ exhausting/ fun three days. Highlights/ lowlights of the weekend:
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Suicide File, awesome
Blacklisted, awesome
Saw lots of amazing performances, can’t even remember them all. TUI put on the best show.
Hung out with friends for three days straight
I’m so bummed I missed Blacklisted and Suicide File and Reach...
This is Hardcore 09
christopherluke:
britsolis:
Jeez what a long/ exhausting/ fun three days. Highlights/ lowlights of the weekend:
+
Suicide File, awesome
Blacklisted, awesome
Saw lots of amazing performances, can’t even remember them all. TUI put on the best show.
Hung out with friends for three days straight
I’m so bummed I missed Blacklisted and Suicide File and Reach The Sky :(
Oh no how’d...
This is Hardcore 09
Jeez what a long/ exhausting/ fun three days. Highlights/ lowlights of the weekend:
+
Suicide File, awesome
Blacklisted, awesome
Saw lots of amazing performances, can’t even remember them all. TUI put on the best show.
Hung out with friends for three days straight
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HOT AS HELL. I could not stop sweating
Girls moshing, oof. I don’t know if this is sexist and I don’t...
Dirty Mind
can I just say I AM A FUCKING IDIOT. Jesus christ I do stupid things when I’m wasted.
EX: Last night I meet this kid named Steve, we get to talking, apparently I call him a bunch of names/ tease him/ punch him and then go home with him?! God I hate myself. The funniest part is the next morning. We wake up, go get indian food (which I’ve never had) and then go to the Mutter Museum...
You don't like me and I don't like me.
how’s your bell-curve? mine’s right-skewed average low. very low. and the river - she has grown very high. fell from the sky. and i’m wasted on cancer and bible school - not like you. yeah, you’re wasted, full and drunk from too much rain and pain and anger at tumors like me. if it would make you comfortable, i’d jump out of this tree, or maybe we could get married...
My name is Trouble.
This week has sucked and I’ve been so down on myself this whole summer I need a change of scenery a change of company SOMETHING needs to change. I do absolutely nothing but sleep, go to work, eat, come home and repeat. FUUUCK. Atleast this is making me look forward to going back to school. I’m nervous about transfering.
DO ANY SCHOOLS IN NYC OFFER ART EDUCATION AS A MAJOR??
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Before you cry.
This weekend was uneventful for the most part. Best part was hanging out with Pinto and Bobby.
My life is uneventful, this is by far the worst summer I have experienced in my life.
I want to go on a date. A real date where the boy picks me up and takes me out to dinner and holds my hand and is very sweet to me. I usually don’t enjoy/ miss doing this type of thing but right now I think...
July 2009
16 posts
We were strangers for way too long.
This weekend= better than I expected.
Friday I hung out with Eric and some of his friends and it was nice.
Saturday I went to Philly with Kate, Victor, and Alex to meet up with Amy and Dee for Amy’s birthday. Again, it was a nice day and we mostly sat in Rittenhouse the whole time and enjoyed the weather. That night I hung out with Pinto and Bobby, which is always interesting. Went to...
SLEEEEP
Went to bed at 7:00 am, got two shitty hours of sleep, and now I’m back home and am still not tired. I just wanna go to bedddd.
Maybe there's no harm in a wasted summer...
Not excited for this weekend, there’s really nothing to look forward to. When I get back to NYC I really want to try my hardest to find people who are into the same things as me (hardcore, dorky movies, tattoos, etc.) and try to distance myself from all the asses at FIT. I mean I love the gays, but they’re not helping me with my lovelife, and considering my only two friends at school...
Pictures of you.
I’m always tired, cranky, greasy, unhappy, gross, and pretending everything is okay.
Back to school in a little more than a month, still not sure how I feel about that. I talked to my dad about transfering after next year and he seemed cool with it. The thought of getting out of FIT makes going back seem a little more bearable.
I have the worst luck with boys, is it ever going to change?...
There's nobody like you, nobody can touch you.
Weekend update:
Goth night was somewhat of a success. No one except Kate and I dressed up but there were a lot of people at my house (around 15) and I didn’t know most of them. We didn’t do much besides play scene it (thank you Bob Topley) and sit around but I had fun and I hope other people did too. The boy I’m interested in brought his ex which is kind of weird but...
“I never curse out loud, but those words are all that go through my mind.”
Who Loves the Sun
ONE HOUR TILL I’M DONE WORK FOR THE WEEK HELL YES.
This week went pretty slow considering I had Monday off. Just happy that it’s over now and I can sleep in for the next two days, awesome. I’ve come to the conclusion that Piebald is a catchy band and I’ll probably be rocking them for the rest of the summer. Some other bands I’ve been into lately: Slowdive,...
“I’d rather be a dandy than another boring girl”
Everything in this town...
SO. It’s only 11:00 am and I’m already bored. Two more hours till my lunch break. I think I’m going to buy a smaller hoop for my nose during that time. The drive to Kingston last night wasn’t too bad, though it did take more than 2 hours on the way there. It was a fun drive though, rocked out to Tigers Jaw and The Movielife with Kate and saw some beautiful mountain...
Day in, day out.
Considering I sit at my computer for 8.5 hours a day while only doing an hours worth of actual work, I have a lot of time to surf the web/think/listen to new music. I’m ONLY updating this when I’m at work. Sure to be filled with complaints about my life and new things I discover in the world and in my mind, while I get $10 an hour at the same time. Awesome.
I guess I’ll start...