Considering I sit at my computer for 8.5 hours a day while only doing an hours worth of actual work, I have a lot of time to surf the web/think/listen to new music. I’m ONLY updating this when I’m at work. Sure to be filled with complaints about my life and new things I discover in the world and in my mind, while I get $10 an hour at the same time. Awesome. I guess I’ll start here! 50 more minutes and I’m done for the day. It really is amazing how slowly time can travel when your left to your own devices. I guess I could be making new labels for files, updating purchase orders, or answering telephone calls, but I would much prefer to sit here and listen to my ipod while looking up stupid things on the internet. Working full time really makes me feel old as hell. I’m making enough money that I could be living in some decent apartment building in town and it’s really weird to think about. I could completely support myself if I wanted to, but of course that would be pointless considering I go back to NYC in the fall. I wish I could pass this job on to someone else I know after I’m done here for the summer; I wish I could give this to someone who actually needs it. Someone who’s not going to college and is trapped at home; that would be awesome to do. Too bad the girl I’m replacing from June-August plans to come back in the fall. Tonight Kate and I are going to some show in Kingston. It will probably not be worth the drive, but atleast it’s something to do. I wish PA wasn’t so boring 99% of the time. Also, I wish a decent boy would come my way and I would stop getting thrown the boys that have no intention of dating you/ really getting to know you. Do I attract boys that are scared of commitment/ boys that sleep with anything with a vagina? Seems so. Oh well, lonely ‘09 continues. Joy Division, Tigers Jaw, Interpol, and Modest Mouse is all I listen to at work. I need more chill bands to listen to. Suggestions? Bye till tomorrow.
