how’s your bell-curve?
mine’s right-skewed average low. very low.
and the river - she has grown very high.
fell from the sky.
and i’m wasted on cancer and bible school - not like you.
yeah, you’re wasted, full and drunk from too much rain
and pain and anger at tumors like me.
if it would make you comfortable, i’d jump out of this tree,
or maybe we could get married and be happy.
these few words could be the last we ever speak.
do you think, maybe, you could love me or like me maybe?
maybe you’d look at me, you’d talk to me,
we could marry, live in this tree.
but it’s unlikely. you don’t like me,
and i don’t like me, and it’s unlikely.
I hate myself has the best lyrics for when I feel like bumming out and feeling bad about life. I just read through my other entries in this and I need to stop complaining FOR REAL. My life isn’t great but it could be a lot worse. I have “first world problems” and should probably shut the fuck up. Just wanted to share my love for I Hate Myself real quick.
Things I am looking forward to:
1. Parties in Philly tonight, I can’t wait to be drunk
2. TIH in 1 week! Most excited for Suicide File and Blacklisted.
3. 22 days till I’m back in NYC where I can make a fresh start
4. Only two more weeks of work, THANK JESUS.
5. Tattoo #2 on monday, this one’s gonna be a biggie, ah!
